January 2010
Let's make this last forever.
Today started out pretty crappy, but ended up wonderful. I was dozing off in all my classes, didn’t have a good lunch, and had to walk the three miles home. BUT! As soon as I got home, one little message made my day. Dunno why, but it seriously brightened my day. I have a feeling all is gonna be well here again. I’m eager to kiss January goodbye though, I know that XD;
Sixteen just held such better days.
Feels like every inch of me is bruised.
Reoccurring nightmares are a normal deal for me, but it’s odd when the nightmare that I get two times a week or so hits me harder than it usually does. That thought deep in my subconscious that came to me around 3:20 in the morning today has been haunting me all day. I haven’t been able to divert my mind from the subject, no matter what I do. I really want to talk to someone about it,...
“Oh darling, I wish you were here.”
– Adam Young, Owl City.
Take me to the place I love.
Ever wake up with the feeling, “Today is not going to be a good day.”? Welp, I’m having one of those days. Thirty-one minutes into today and I’ve already been yelled at, felt sick, missed someone, been aggravated, stubbed my toe, and spilled the last of the tea we had. Today is just lining itself up to be completely wonderful. Here’s to hoping it looks up from what...
“Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to...”
– G. Randolf.
Oh my god, this hurts like hell.
My mind is a minefield of thoughts. Thoughts that aren’t fun when set off. Doubts about countless things in my life, what if’s about what could happen tomorrow or the next day, questions without answers, and thoughts unspoken that beg to be let out. I have Separation Anxiety Disorder. I’m literally terrified of losing those close to me, be it a best friend, a girlfriend, or a...
We wasted all our free time alone.
Goodmorning, world. I’m feeling pretty indifferent today. I want to get out and do something, but it also feels like a good day to just be lazy and chill out at home. I really don’t know. Maybe it’s just ‘cause I’m tired that I feel like being lazy. I’m betting that later, some time after 5 o’clock, I’m gonna be in the mood to hang out or go job...
Take it back to square one.
So, I’m sitting here, 12:06 in the AM, and thinking of something to blog about. I can’t think of anything, which is pretty saddening. Ah well, maybe something’ll hit me tomorrow when I’m more well rested. In other news, though, I have all A’s and one B this semester. Junior year is a breeze, broski. I’m just hoping next semester won’t murder me with...
“When you’re in love, you can’t fall asleep because reality is better...”
– Dr. Suess
Guess what, I'm done
Writing your book. The ending got twisted around, but for all of the hell that it took.
I could get used to this place :)
